SuperMarina Published on October 17, 2007
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So totally behind

Wednesday October 17, 2007 at 02:33AM

My email has been out a couple of days, and today, when it worked again I had over 200 new messages.  Many of them weren't even spam.  Apart from deleting and reporting the spam messages I did nothing.

I have messages at Ipernity I have not answered or done anything about.  There are comments on my regular blog I have not answered.  I have not kept up with my friends' blogs for weeks. 

I have about two months worth of stuff for recycling in my pantry.  Taking it down to my car and driving half a mile to the recycling centre is just too much right now.  I'll do that later...

Only at work am I up to date.  I have to be. 

I am so totally behind on so much because I am ill.  Not acutely ill, exactly.  More like one of these sneaky things that take all my energy and leave me with a dull headache, wondering where all my time and energy went. 

I don't even know what is wrong with me.  I am not pregnant nor depressed, so for the medical industry I'm of little interest.  No money to be made off me.  Oh, and no cancer either.  I guess there's money in cancer, but that's not what I'm suffering from.  Can't say I see a reason to complain about that!

And I am not taking any photos.  Last week was the first time ever my camera battery had lost charge due to disuse instead of use.  My camera looks bored.  I keep thinking: "Next week I'll..."  But I don't.  I'm just too tired. 

But maybe next week...

The north end of a southbound train
The north end of a southbound…

 

 

6 Comments / add your comment?

fugo pro says:
Ein ganz normaler Zustand von Zeit zu Zeit :)
Posted 12 months ago. ( permalink )
SuperMarina replies:
So ist es.
Posted 12 months ago. ( permalink )
rob_visual pro says:
May the illness leave you like this train ;-)

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Posted 12 months ago. ( permalink )
SuperMarina replies:
In s snowstorm, headed for the West Coast?
That would not be bad at all!
Posted 12 months ago. ( permalink )
.caroline. says:
well I just recognize this state (of mind?)... the moment you wonder WHY do that? in what purpose... but little -apparently- unimportant things but what can do so much appear at the moment you don't have the envy to do or think anything.. and makes you feel better. (a detail: I am not depressed neither... just human I guess :-))
those things can be a nice SMS from someone you knows - and even someone you don't especially know well, just someone... or a smile from a stranger on the street.. or a compliment.. those "little" things....
have not grap my camera neither for a while now... but I feel, the first time for a long loong time now, that I really want to. so I will. for sure !
Posted 12 months ago. ( permalink )
SuperMarina replies:
Yeah, it is a state of mind as well as a state of body. I think it is related to my allergies; dust and mould thrive in the early fall here in Iowa, and I suddenly feel totally miserable.
I should move, but feel that at first I need to find a job that makes it worth moving away from the one I have that I like quite well. And for that I need the energy I don't have right now.
I think I am the only person in Iowa looking forward to the winter though!
Posted 12 months ago. ( permalink )

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